I miss you so much. I never saw that day ever coming. This wasn’t supposed to happen. I keep trying to pretend you’re in LA and I’m in NY both of us doing on our thing but it’s not working. I know you’re not there and it hurts so much. I keep trying to figure out why this happened and wishing you would just come back. I have never felt so broken before.
We weren’t even together anymore. You always had a piece of my heart, you knew this. I should’ve fought harder. I should’ve never listened to you. I should’ve came home things could’ve been different. You weren’t supposed to leave me like this. When it was with you & me, everything was always “if it’s meant to be then things will work out in the end.” Does this mean it’s not meant to be? Part of me doesn’t want to believe that. I keep replaying the last time we held hands, the last time you had me in your arms, the last time we kissed.
I’m so stuck it’s insane.I would do anything just to have you back.